Random post->about my goal

   I'd like to write about my goal for THIS SEMESTER again. Sometimes, thing you have planned can change when it's needed. I think it's time for me to change my goal and plan for this semester. I tried to stay calm and keep patience about my scores from the mid-term, but after I've checked all the score, I think it would be better for me to get stress from the score right now.
   I planned to study without getting any stress at the beginning of the semester. However, I realized that it was wrong. There is nothing you can do without getting a stress. Even playing sports or game can become a cause of a stress. I did not think about that, and whenever I was tired of studying, I would just go up to my bed and sleep or play game. With this kind of behavior, I will never make any positive change this semester. Lesson I learned from the mid-term is that when you really want to achieve something, getting a stress is inevitable.
   Plus, I got some stress for a foolish reason. I've got a stress because I've been studying for a good grade this semester. Receiving a good grade requires a perfection. Since I'm not, and never was a perfectionist, trying to study perfectly gave me a lots of stress. Because it was stressful, I gave up too early. I think there is no problem with getting a stress, but getting a stress that I can avoid will be very harmful to me.
  Right now at this point, I need a stress. I've barely lived with stress until now. However, in order to make a change, I need a strong stimulants. From now on, until the end of the semester, my goal is to forget about my score from the mid-term and not study for the grade. Plus, I will try not to avoid from getting a stress because without stress, I will be just sitting on the chair playing computer games.